well hello ppl..i am back from the dead~~well i lazy to post my previous entries~~cause its in draft mode and not yet even complete...haha~~so i lazy lo~~eheheh~~~
well i will start with last friday~~~friday was kinda ok~~it was parents day for god's sake~~haahaha!! my mom turned up for parents day~~it appears that i was the first july 05 fella to sign in and see the teachers~~kinda weird but cool at the same time~~
like this i have more time later to have fun around college~~i talked to the teachers they tell me the usual stuff...and as usual i had to smile and all that~~and give them the thumbs up on improving myself~~well its kinda hard to do that now cause of shits happening here and there~~but it will consider as small to me hopefully~
it was raining heavily that day~~it pour like mad~~but its kinda breezy and calm~~i like the rain~~i was kinda pissed on that day~~my dad got into an accident in jakarta~~so i got kinda shocked...but he's ok now~ hahaha~~and i found out i am not in ALCOM~~wow~~~nice huh...my dream to socialize with other ppl shattered~~but dont care la~~who gives a damn about it anyways~~bad results means no ALCOM~screw it~
well after the rain stopped...i was still feeling shitty~i wasnt true to myself that time~~so who cares~~well...after all that...i went to lepak with david in his room and then visited vinodh...he was playing counter strike~~its kinda ok i guess~~i didnt play cause i'm kinda bored with that game~~always shooting and running~~yea...tension man...but bored of it edi~~hahaha~~after that we played badminton~~vinodh compliment me on my playing~~hahaah!!
well after that we went back to the room...cause it was raining~~we played till it rain like hell~~hahaha!! kinda crazy~but i love the rain~~suits my mood~~so after that we hang out in the room chillin till vinodh was chatting with this girl~~and after one sentence he asked the girl~~the girl kinda didnt reply anything then he turned to me and said
vinodh: ya la~so dont care...just dont care and type..try flirting..wanna see how you do it
ok..so then dheva was kinda interested in the chat and see me typed like mad~~after a few sentence i got into the mood and chatted like hell~~hahaha!! vinodh said i was a massive flirter~~ok...didnt expect that...i dont even really know how to flirt~~let alone kau some chicks right? i am not romantic in any way~~so who friggin cares la~~i helped vinodh kau chicks~wow....funny~~hhaha!
so he suddenly asked me for help on how to get that chick living in hostel so i told hi how to do it lo~~but its up to him after i told him how to do it~~so after that we watched a movie~~damn nice man~~~friggin nice movie~~i thought it sucked there for a moment~~i was already feeling super sucky for the day~~hahaha~~till that friggin chun scene came in~~wow~~~damn nice la~~~hhaa after that i went back home and continue staying up late at night~~but at the same time worried about some stuff~~ahahahaha~~~
nowadays i didnt really sleep properly...caue i alwasy wake up in the middle of the night about a few times...probably more than that~~its like i am trying to tell myself something~~hhahaha
so well on saturday~~it was a fun day~~i meet up with my friends who always talk about cosplay~~hahaah! wai teng was there~~long time enver see her and as usualy...we gila gila and siao~~~she play the jungle theme song using the drums and i do the screaming while playing the bass~~hahahaha!!!! and we took a few pictures in my phone~~ehehehe~~~we talked about how japan was fun~~heheheheh~~she wor my jacket that day and said "wah~~your clothes always ngam fit me wan~" io said "of course la~~we have the same size~~hahahaha!!" we miss those times where we always talk funny~~ehehehe~~
well...after that we watched advent children again~~cuse of teng~~she never watched yet~~damn~~hahhahahaaha!!!!!! so again we watch la~~~~she really likes vincent~~my god~~gila man~~~~pl..she was like "look at his shoes!!!" and as usual our friend joshi was making out with his partner~~~ehehehe~~so sweet~~even if they are guys~love can be formed in any way we want as long as two ppl love each other~~
so after that we played all of joshi's musical instruments~~i played dir en grey titled cage~~i can play the melody!! ehehehe~~~it was fun~~~teng was jealous cause we all can play something~~eheheh~~~i love to play guitar~~but unfortuantely joshi's old guitar's string was too tight~~hard to press~~ahahahahah!!
then after that we went to asia cafe...we had a blast there as well....talking and chatting like usual~~teng said she was fat~~~my god~~we were fighting again~~hahahaha!!! i said i was fat~~btu in the end~ i said "OK OK! in conclusion we have the same size!! so no ones fat~~ok~? buahahahahahah!!" then her eyes went ">.<" heheheheheh~~~
joshi after that came back sending eric~~wow...me and wee chai were talking about guitars and how we embarrass him by singing out loud in sias cafe! not out loud...more like screaming into his face~~~HAHAHAAHAA!!!! so after that we play foosball and went back~~the end of saturday~~hahahahaha! except i went somewhere to make myself stable...cause hisham called and i was frustrated while talking to him~~wow...i got them startled...oh well...my fault la~~~i kept too many things~and let out some only...
on sunday i was out with my family...bought a few clothes...well as usual la....with my family and all that~~then after all that i went back...and took the car to hisham's place~~we chatted like hell la~~~he showed me the watch and all that~~~and played a few guitar songs~~then i ate...then after that i ciao...eat somewhere nice~~buahaahahah~~~damn full...but not really....i was still feeling quite shitty~~~
i guess everyone's negative aura is giving me shits to me brain~~i read alot of comments on ppl's blogs...i was pretty amaze at their comments....and at the same time got pissed.....i get pissed easily nowadays....hahahaha~~~i dunno what to say la~~~i know what i want...but i degil to say it...i am not selfish....lots of ppl dont know how i think~~if they know...they will say i am a know it all~~wtf right? in the future sure got some ppl will say "whats wrong with voicing out what you're thinking?" hahaha~~or something like that la~~~i tihnk quite complicated...too complicated..till i also go crazy~~its nuts la~~~
ppl say got here problem and this la...i also think of my own..it turns out to be quite a number i guess~~but when thinkiing back on it...its quite simple and clean~~on the other hand i notice someone is pretty quiet nowadays...wow~~~maybe i did something wrong...who cares la..i act normal..
today...my car kena break in again....farker~~~i damn pissed today~~~today's smile is damn fake la~~~dheva was like "aiyo...abang everyday smiling and always happy man" quite a lie i guess~~maybe its too painful i keep on smiling everytime~~~who cares la...not like ppl give a damn right? i tell my car got break in also who care la~~~its just azrul~~~i have problems i also lazy to tell~~~GAHAHAAHA!!! sleepless nights~~shit man~~what the hell is my problem with waking up in the middle of the night feeling tired? chi sin~~
i lazy to mention any funny things already...i just let it be and one day i might go crazy again and masuk hospital~~who friggin cares la~~~i am not running away...more like the problem is running away from me~so....who cares..i might be wrong...my horoscope is kinda true today huh~~~it did came true....so in my last and final quote for today~~
"sabar to separuh dari iman" patience is a bliss~~~if god just wanna make me crazy...go ahead and do it~~~bring it on la~~ok....i gotta stop....before i my otherself gives me a headache~~hey my head really hurts if it comes to that~~it makes me go crazy~~so....bai bai~~~